It’s been a totally hectic week, with tons of things happening at the same time… Nothing that I can’t cope, just feeling very numb…. yes very very numb…. even when that short ad I saw just now on someone that I care very much about did not make me feel much except just nothing but more numb…
It is a bit like looking into a place thru the window, you can see what is going on but can’t do anything… so it just feels so numb… no pain, no loss, nothing… it don’t hurt me… it can’t hurt me…
I am affected by seeing at ad, but not as affected as I thought I would be… strange isn’t it…
